Madly in love with my Husband Adam and proud Mama to our son Brodie James Basil & our rainbow, Ari Rupert. Here you will find me chasing happiness & surviving life after Baby loss.

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Mrs Carrick x

Sunday, 20 November 2016

6 Months Married....

This week marked six whole months since I became Mrs Carrick! I cannot believe I've only been married six months. It feels like I have always been Mrs Carrick but at the same time our wedding feels like it was only yesterday.

We have experianced our fair share of trouble these last few months but we have become so close because of it. I think becoming Mr C's wife is one of the best things that ever happened to me. I dont know what it is but I just feel so connected and so much more in love with him since he became my actual Husband.

It must sound strange to those who aren't married or engaged but it is a feeling you just cannot describe. I often wonder how different our lives would be if we never met, if I never left my English lesson early and got the same bus home.....

The 14th of May 2016 was the happiest day of 2016. We were surrounded by all our friends and family and I still get goosebumps now thinking about how special it was standing together saying our personal vows.

We are still waiting for our wedding video back! The suspense is killing me but at the same time its something to look forward too and there hasn't been much of that recently! I am looking forward to watching back on our ceremony as that was by far the most special part of the day!

The last six months have flown by and our lives since have changed so much. It makes me wonder how different the next six months will be and where we will be celebrating our first wedding anniversary! Mr C wants to do something incredible like Florida but he told me after Mauritius he never wanted to do a long haul flight again so we shall have to wait and see!

I look back on our wedding photos and smile. Really big cheesy, smiles because with everything thats being going on, that was the last time I remember feeling really, truly, happy. And I am so glad we have 100's of pretty photos to look back on.

Everyone says the first year of marriage is the hardest. I think there is a BIG expectation that you will feel different. I don't feel different at all. Like I said, it feels like I have been Mrs Carrick forever but what the last 6 months has thrown at us in terms of losing a baby has been really, really hard. But two people can share an umbrella and survive the storms together and that is exactly what we have done.

It has not been easy, but we are Husband and Wife now and no matter what we will always support each other and suddenly that means so much more. Like when I was in hospital and Adam was being referred to as my 'Husband' it just felt right.

Other than experiencing some hard times together, I am so content with life as Mrs Carrick.  Its everything we've wanted and more. Being married has not only given me the same surname as my two boys, but it has completed our little family.  I am excited to see what the next six months brings us and keeping my fingers crossed for health and happiness. I think we deserve it.

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