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Madly in love with my Husband Adam and proud Mama to our son Brodie James Basil & our rainbow, Ari Rupert. Here you will find me chasing happiness & surviving life after Baby loss.


Thanks for stopping by.



Mrs Carrick x



Sunday, 29 March 2020

Parenting after loss



Parenting after loss is something that is rarely spoken about and I don't think I had ever really thought about how losing my babies would effect the way I parent but it really has.


Thursday, 5 March 2020

Two Years on....

Photo taken the day we discovered we had lost another baby 



March 2018.

I had just had my 4th miscarriage and life felt very, very cruel. I didn’t cry when they told me my baby no longer had a heartbeat. I couldn’t cry. I had no tears left  My Husband took my hand and we didn't say a word. I was just so, so sad. Instead of a scan picture, I left the hospital with a candle given to me to remember the baby I had just lost but a part of the old Sarah got left behind that day too...  

Saturday, 23 March 2019

Introducing Our Rainbow..





On February the 22nd 2019 we welcomed our beautiful Rainbow baby, Ari Rupert Freddie Carrick into the world at 14:38pm.

Friday, 1 March 2019

My positive C-section





Brodie’s birth was far from simple. In fact it ended in a pretty traumatic emergency C-section. I knew instantly in this pregnancy that I couldn’t face a natural birth. The fear and anxiety for both myself and my Husband meant we planned a calm, elective c-section. 

Monday, 14 January 2019

That Emergency C-section and I....




Here's my story. My story of love, loss and heartache. A story which I hope one day will result in a happy ever after...

Tuesday, 20 November 2018

One year on...